Fri Feb 02 2024

This is not complete blog.I'm still writing.

These 2 decisions changed my life like nothing can change in this world. For comparison purpose I will explain you this way. I got a seat in No1 NIT for doing MCA in 2022 with a good AIR(All India Rank) but this doesn't have any impact in my life than those 2 decisions.

First decision that changed my life:

In India after 10th class every student need to choose a cource in science or arts or something. But what my parents did to me is they just saw that my relatives son is got a job after doing Polytechnic. They also want me to do that cource. But I don't knwo anything about it and I am a good innocent student at that age so I said ok. I wrote the entrance test and I got good rank and I selected college in my home town which is 25km away. I thought I will learn something new in that college. The first day I went to college but there is no student came to college first day. I am the only one in class then I waited till afternoon and I came back home.

The main problem about this college is travelling. I need to switch 2 buses to reach the college.But in that 2 buses 1 bus is available only once in 1 hour.SO if I miss the buss I miss the 2 classes. Because of that I absent almost everyday.And those teachers are scholding me for that and their teaching sucks. I felt like WTF is happening in my life. 2 fo my school friends also joined to that college. One of them said that he is leaving this college. I bought the uniform and equipment for drawing that big scale that engineers use for drawing.

I decided not to do the cource.After 2months going to college one day morning my dad is reading news paper I went there and I said I don't want to do this cource I don't like it. He said if you are not going to do this cource you are going to be a cowherd(a person who looks after cows). I said ok I will do that. But I am not interested to do this.Then he said "we are not going to pay any money for your education". So first time in my life I started taking decisions of my own life.