I have 2 love stories in my life. First one is Manu. she went to other country(I can’t tell you the name of the country) for higher studies. I met her when when she came to India during carona. And another love story is when I was a 12 years old. so today I will share my 2nd love story and then about Germany love story.
I don’t how love at first is like until I meet Pooja. Now(2022) I don’t know where is she. But she is my first crush. Her name is Pooja.. When I was in 6th class on Feb 28 I went another school for science exhibition with one experiment to present there. I really like science experiments. there I meet her for the first time. She studies in another school. She also came there with an experiment just like me.
I tried to talk with her but I didn’t get lot of time. She is 1 year younger that me. Actually she lives in another village next to my village. During the exbisition some students need to dance for a song . She is also danced for a song.
She also danced to a song. Her movements are awesome. Then they anounced the winners of the science exhibition. I got the second price after the exhibition. Then while coming back to home after the exhibition I thought if she is in my school I will get lot of time to talk with her. I completed 6th class and came to 7th class in the same school.
But one day pooja came to my school to join 6th class. I thought God is helping my love :). Hey wait a min I said I’m an atheist then how the god is coming in between.Ok Ok I agree till age 13 I believed in god till age 13. So now she my junior I got a chance to help her in studies. Actually, I am really good at studies in my school. Don’t laugh I am not lying. Promice on you :). Then I finally became her best friend and my class girls also helped me a lot for me.
In my school me and pooja are best friends I don’t whether it is love or not but if she is with me I feel like hero :). We both sit together and share our lunch boxes in the afternoon.
Even though I am in 7th class I went to 6th class and sit next to her. When teachers ask me “what are doing in 6th class” then I say “you’re lecture is awesome teacher that’s why I want to listen second time”:). They know that I am good in studies so they won’t say no to me to where to sit. Teachers also having doubt some time’s that why I am sitting next to her every day. But I know how to manage them thanks to psychology to help to understand peoples minds.
My teachers said 2 students need to prepare an experiment for the science day exhibition(Feb 28). I convinced my teachers that me and pooja do that. I prepared an experiment based on Newton 3rd law of motion and this time we got 1st prize :). I am not lying . Really we got 1st price.I thought I can do anything if she was with me.
My name is P Jana so her name is Pooja from her name P__J_ and my name P_J____ I took PJ as my short name :). From that day I said to my friends call me PJ.
Some times Pooja ask me with why me friends are calling me PJ. I nerver told her the reason behind it. I know that she also loves me. But she has fear of their family. Pooja’s classmates telling me that she loves me.
I found that a student(chandu) in 6th class is also trying to impress Pooja. Then I said to my friends that if they help me to give warning to chandu then I will help them in exam :). They agreed.Then me and my friends(Hari,Murugesh,Pavan,Sri hari) took him to some place and try to give warning him.
Everyone in my class thinks that we both are in love. I never told her about my love. I’m for the right day. cuz what if she refuses my proposal? What if she will never talk to me because of my proposal. I don’t want to loose the present friendship relation. So I never tell her about my feelings.
One day pooja’s classmate Chandu proposed to Pooja. Pooja refused his proposal and she cried because in India if a boy offers a girl then most of the girls parents will stop sending their daughter to school. Hmm weird right. So Pooja also worried about that. What happens if their parents know about this situation. Then teachers gave punishment to Chandu. That’s why I never tell her about my love.
My school has only upto 7th class. For higher studies I need to go to other school located in other village. So after 7th class I am going to miss her a lot. 2013 I went for another school.
Even though I went to other school some days I took sick leaves and go to meet Pooja.
But after 1 year Pooja also went to some other school. Nearly 4 years I have never talked with her.
After 10 th class my father told me to study diploma but I said no. He said he is not goind to take care me if I don’t study diploma. So after 10 class I never talked with my father and I hate my father a lot. Soem times I schold my father in front of him. I hate that much.
When I was in 11th class(we call it as Intermediate) I saw her in bus. So from that day, we meet in the bus. One day I wrote a love letter. Yeah, love letter. First time in my life I wrote love letter for some one. But my father caught my with my love letter. He asked me “what’s happening” . I didn’t replied to him cuz there is no need to. I don’t care about him.
When we meet in the bus the bus stopped at her college for 5min. I get off the bus with her.
Me : Pooja.(She turned back).
(My heart beat is increasing)
I Then I gave the letter to her. Her friends are watching me and her.
Pooja : What is this.
Me : Read it and tell me your decision tomorrow.
the bus is started. I quickly get into the bus. All my friends saying hey jana you proposed your girlfriend where is the party.
The next day I saw in the bus . Pooja looking at me with angry. Slowly I get near to her and asked her that “Yes” or “No” she said “No” Unexpected answer. But in India it is expected for a boy.
After she refused my proposal I went to depression. For 1 year. Everyday gradually I stopped speaking with my friends and family. Because she is my first love. from that day I decided that Never trust girls. From that day I started avoiding girls even though if my girls asked me for some help I didn’t helped them. I avoided that much until Manu came into my life.
Ok, that’s it for this blog I’ll meet you in the Next blog. Ok, Good morning, and in case I don’t see you Good afternoon, good evening, and good night! :).